執著、幻想和妄想

追星成了悲劇。
執著、幻想和妄想真的可怕！

自己的執著、幻想和妄想會是什麼呢？

Obsessive pursuit of her Idol turned to tragedy.
Obduracy, illusion and delusion of one can be terrible.

What are the obduracy, illusion and delusion in my life, if there are any?

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The Yang family from Lanzhou, Gansu was obdurate in pursuit of the daughter’s idol. They sold the house, grant loan, the father even want to sell his kidney…to raise money… They arrived Hong Kong had met and had photograph taken with the idol. They demanded more, but the requested was declined…
The father threw himself to the sea and drowned himself. He left a suicide note, that it he wished to have her daughter to meet her idol privately…
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i dare not

put down the words i had a few moments ago.
i typed them and erased them.
no words, no thoughts can stay on the lines.
nothing to share... is it really nothing to talk about...
or i dare not...
i dare not...
i dare not to leave any traces of my thoughts.
...not today.